"smileeeee"

How can I smile? Christ all mighty. You of all people telling me to fucking smile, it's as if you can feel my heart breaking. You are so aware, it fucks me off you see right through me when I never know what you're thinking. Everyone keeps telling me to smile or to be happy. I was fine today. A completely different person to who I was yesterday, and then a friend has to go and stick her nose in there and ruin things. She has the right intentions, I know. It hard to see that, to stop myself being so angry when she's just jeopardized everything that was keeping me from falling apart.

My train tickets for London came.
That should be good.
Next couple of weeks should alright actually.
A weeks break from school in 3 days.


Has anyone seem how stupid/ugly/ridiculous the proposed "Angel of the South" is? The most idiotic idea I've ever seen. Just because you don't have anything as cool as the Angel of the North doesn't mean you can go with the first idea that springs to mind and put a 50ft giant horse in the middle of a field in the south, and then call it art.