I want never gets.

I realise sometimes, nothing compares to how much I want this. But I don't think I would ever be able to, don't think I'll ever be smart enough. I can't even make sense of the website, I seem to go over in circles. I think of all my options, all the directions I could go in and none stands out to me like this. Yet nothing is more out of my reach, but nothing is so desirable. My favourite place in the whole wide world. I wish I had direction.

"I have direction"
"Yeah, towards the mall."