So me.

I found this postcard on postsecret. It's relevant.

So my History teacher emailed my mum about the bad quality of the history essay that I decided to send as it was instead of improve on last Friday night. I was in a rush to get out of the house and get drunk to tell you the truth.

So now my mum has freaked about the fact I never seem to be doing homework... which isn't really fair, because I'm not actually that bad at homework, I just don't really do it to the best of my ability I guess. She's emailed my form teacher asking for updates on me. There is a reason I don't want my parents involved my school life, they interfer and overreact, obsess...

I am trying with my History essay, but I am pathetically so easily distracted. I have done rather a lot tonight though.

I have Key Skills exam tomorrow, which blows. It's all about ICT so I think that I should pass really, but I could easily not. It depends. I am also doing Maths mocks during my maths lesson this week, this is worrying. What is also worrying is that during the Chemistry test we had the other week I got a C, and I copied...

I'm going to full on fail Chemistry.

I guess my attitude to my exams at the moment is actually "I'm so scared of failing that I don't even want to try." It makes me feel better that I'm not the only one who feels like this.

I can't wait for the weekend. It's all about living for the weekend to be honest.

I can't figure out just what to do;

When the cause and cure is you.

weak-jojo