Still listening to Arctic Monkeys...

I am actually attempting to do some homework, History at the moment, and the changing status and position of Jews. Pfft. The first coursework was much more exciting, I am failing to find much to be excited about with this one. I am normally enthusiastic for writing essays, I have been throughout my high schooling life, for once I just really, cannot be bothered.

I have been a mess. Pfft. I cannot get him off my mind and it's starting to get to me, a lot. I haven't seen him in almost 2 weeks, I haven't properly heard from him, excluding the odd text last week, in that time. But it still gets to me now? Perhaps I just miss him. I better get used to it, because I know that I can't really expect myself to maintain this friendship. I'm not really being fair to myself. I think that the reason he's not getting intouch is because he knows I have to get over him and I made it clear that I wasn't the other week. We both know I need to get over it all, it's just easier said than done.

Half-term is almost over. I haven't done anything today, I went to bed at 4 in the morning and didn't surface until 1 in the afternoon. Yesterday I went to see Bolt, which is a pretty decent film. Rhino is the cutest thing ever. The day before yesterday I went to see He's Just Not That Into You, and to be honest, it was pretty shit. We left half an hour before it finished. It's been a good half-term, today is my best friend's birthday, but I haven't seen her. I'm hoping tomorrow I will... but that remains to be seen. Skins tonight, I'm excited, even though I've been up until 2 on MSN everynight and it will mean I shall have to break that tradition. MSN in the early morning is so much better than normal MSN, people actually sit down and talk you can actually have a deep and meaningful conversation with people.