Wednesday, 28 January 2009

Tonight make me unstoppable.

Bloc Party tomorrow. Bloc Party tomorrow.

Apart from that excitement, I am so tempted to complain about things like school/teachers/parents, but I don't want to portray myself as a spoilt brat when really I don't have it too bad. It just seems like it on times like tonight when I get blamed for everything and all anyone can seem to call me is "horrible" and want me to get out of the way, and wont listen when I try to say that no, I am not horrible, I'm just reacting and they just piss me the fuck off. I guess I'm a teenager, and that's just the way it's going to be for now. But I swear I can't wait to get out of here. I could stomp my feet and scream how things just aren't fucking fair sometimes, but I'll save that until I'm away from judgemental eyes who aren't going to look at me like I'm a demented 6 year old.


I hope I don't have physics tomorrow. I think that is the first time those words have ever come out of my mouth. I hated the way he looked at me, like I was stupid, and the way his words were impossibly cool and hostile. It is stupid, I admit, but fuck off, half of your class do it, not just me.

I think I ended up complaining anyway. Even though I said I wouldn't.

It's the time of the year where I start to get very passionate/obsessed/emotional/angry about football results. They start to matter now, right up until May.
Also. February it seems we have to go to Sheffield to visit relatives on my dad's side who we haven't seen in a few years, dad's going to try and get tickets to Sheffield United vs. Hull in the FA cup. It's all about football.


To do:
Geography
Get clothes ready for tomorrow
Em;

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